Gen Z Update: Jynxzi Cheated on Breckie Hill (and by cheated I mean "he watched porn and felt so guilty about it their relationship couldn't recover)

I really have no business knowing who these two people are as a 32-year old adult. But Jynxzi is on my radar because I know him as the guy in the background of Sketch's Madden videos, and if there is one streamer I do fuck with it's Sketch (metaphorically speaking, not gay-for-pay-on-OnlyFans speaking).

And I know Breckie Hill as the girl who managed to gain millions of followers for perhaps no other reason than she looks very much like Livvy Dunne. I wouldn't be shocked to learn that half of her 4.1 million TikTok followers are yet to realize they're entirely different people. 

(sorry that's not fair to Breckie Hill, I know she has plenty of other talents and skills)

Regardless of why these two are relevant, the premise of their breakup is something else. It's tough to watch a "grown" man (22 years old) break down crying over the fact that he will never be able to forgive himself because he watched porn while in a relationship. 

That alone gives you a, "What fucking planet are these people living on?" type of reaction. Now he does go on to say he was "stalking" girls. I can't say exactly what he means by that. But when I hear him say "stalking" I don't think he's talking about sitting outside girl's homes in his car and following them to work. I don't even think he's talking about sending DM's. It sounds to me like he's simply scrolling a little too far down their Instagram feed. Maybe checking out an OnlyFans page or two. I suppose if they're in the same friend group as some of these girls, that might make things a little different. And again, maybe I'm way off base here. But the bottom line is that it sounds like this Jynxzi fellow watched porn mid-relationship and was so disgusted with himself that he couldn't even look himself in the mirror.  I don't want to pile on here, but cut yourself some slack man. I promise that does not make you a horrible person

Breckie Hill apparently considered it cheating as well. Which fine, I guess if you're super religious, or just come from a very different walk of life, I'm sure some people consider that cheating. But here's the kicker. Breckie Hill had an OnlyFans the entire time.

Apparently, Jynxzi and I are wired very differently. Because if I had a significant other with an OnlyFans (who according to replies on Twitter did feature nudes), the second I felt even the tiniest semblance of guilt, I would think to myself "Oh yeah, my girlfriend literally does porn for a living", and make that justification in my head faster than I could pull my pants up. 

That being said, I don't want to rush to judge these two, or call them big ol' stupid idiots for blowing this up into something way way way way bigger than it should have been, to the point that it ruined a relationship of which Breckie Hill said, "She loved him more than she ever thought she could love a person."

Personally, I feel like if that was true, and you really loved someone that much, you'd find a way to get over the porn thing. Especially when porn is kind of your career as well.

But that's just me. Maybe Jynxzi's convictions (I really hate having to type that name out over and over again) really are that strong, and when he let himself succumb to the devil's content it really did screw with his head to the point that he couldn't get over it. And from Breckie Hill's perspective, being on OnlyFans (i.e. being in porn), probably does REALLY fuck with you mentally. Not that anyone had a gun to her head forcing her to do it. She made that choice herself. But I can see how that would mess you up to a point where you're not thinking straight, and you start looking at your relationship differently, and everything can kind of get sideways on you. 

I still have so many questions though. 

- Was she really holding his feet to the fire that bad over watching porn? Or was this just something he brought on himself by going out of his way to talk about how "watching porn is cheating", so then when he was caught it was like… "Ok.. so by your rules you're cheating on me…" That clarification wasn't made clear to me in the videos.

- Does Breckie Hill consider every person who follows her on OnlyFans to be cheaters? Or did she trust that they were all single?

- This isn't a question, but when it comes to porn in a relationship, the best way to deal with that subject has to be a "don't ask don't tell" situation. There's no reason your significant other needs to know about your porn habits. They probably assume you watch it. But unless watching porn is something you do together, there's nothing good that comes out of putting that out in the open. Even if you catch a glimpse of his (or her) phone, I feel like 99% of people just pretend they didn't see it and move on with their lives. That's the responsible thing to do. 

- Are we about to have a "porn is bad" renaissance? Over the past decade or so, it's become normalized more than I ever could have imagined. To the point where nowadays you're almost supposed to look at prostitution like a noble profession. But I can't help but wonder if things are going to eventually turn the other direction. 

- This whole thing is just fake isn't it? And I'm an idiot for spending my afternoon writing this dumbass blog, aren't I?

Either way, great news for men out there… Breckie Hill is single. And even better yet, you'll no longer have to compete with Meek Phill. Now that he's on a first name basis with Livvy Dunne, he's much too busy planning the demise of Paul Skenes to be bothered with a lesser tier influencer.